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Thursday, September 30, 2004
Army Sergeant May Face Jail for Critical Article
As a former member of the United States military a story like this really upsets me. An Army Reserve Sergeant critical of our nations strategy in Iraq wrote an article on LewRockwell.com. He used no classified material in this article and was simply excercising the first amendment. It makes me so angry when we are told this war on terrorism is about protecting our freedom when the only people I see taking our freedoms are those people shouting the loudest that they are protectecting them all the while they are legislating them away.

None of this is about protecting freedom! Whats going on is we, as well as those of other countries, are being enslaved. Through gradualism, like that used to slowly cook a frog by slowly raising the water temperature, we are being led into a worldwide plutocracy by those that want the entire pie and that consider the unwashed masses like you and I as nothing more then useless eaters.

On that note I would like to leave you tonight with a quote from President John F. Kennedy that I think grows more and more revelant in our time:

Those who make peaceful revolution impossible will make violent revolution inevitable."
-- John F. Kennedy

© C.I. Abramson, 2004

Unfit for Command

Tuesday, September 28, 2004
How Tryanny Came to America
An excellent article from Sobran's on how the Supreme Court was supposed to mediate the division of power between the three branches of federal government and how post-FDR it has been used to usurp powers that should have remained in the hands of the states and the people.

C.I. Abramson
The Proof is in our Breath
The Proof is in our Breath

Life revolves around death;
a shadow of true form.
The proof is in our breath.

Take a look within Macbeth;
on death it is sure to inform.
Life revolves around death.

Some say the dying seek only breath;
this is but the breath of our final storm.
The proof is in our breath.

Does the cycle depend on sacrafical death?
to the Mayan this was the norm
Life revolves around death.

Sleep brings our nightly death;
Which each morning dawns to reform.
The proof is in our breath.

From deep within a baby’s breath;
Come the rumblings of the violent storm.
Life revolves around death;
The proof is in our breath.

© C.I. Abramson, 2004

Monday, September 27, 2004
Only in Blount County:)
All I can say is stories like this can only come out of Blount County, Tennessee!:) I bet the rest of the story on this would be even better then what we have reported here.

C.I. Abramson




Saturday, September 25, 2004
War Games were cover for 9-11
An excellent article by Alex Jones showing how as many as six wargames were going on during the 9-11 hijackings and how these wargames were the cover for the terrorist operation. A coincedence? I think not!
Friday, September 24, 2004
The longer I live............
....the more I understand that a minority of miscreants have made my life hell and that of those I love hell. Why you ask? It is very simple. They were and are selfish. They want more than everyone else and the only way this is possible is for a great majority to have less then they have. This is otherwise impossible you do the math. I have for the past 36 years of my life, give or take, wondered why this is or how it could be.

My only explanation for this is as follows: 1:) The truth is that these people no matter how much we give them or how much they get by their ill gotten gains are never happy. 2:) If they were common street criminals instead of people that could afford lawyers to convolute the concept would have already been executed in their killing machine that is known as capital punishemnt. 3:) How much sense does it make that if someone goes into a convient store and robs it for say the 20 bucks thats not dropped in the night safe we give then 10-20-30 years for it but if someone else goes entirely through the best our education system has to offer and embezzles millions they are out in 2 to 3 maximum? 4:) There are so many similar situations as to what I am talking that it make me totally nauseous to think about it. Perhaps I will continue later.

We collectively, as a society, have become so reprobate that our kind no longer deserves to live. We build million dollar shrines to holy prophets that would be so embarrassed by the mud that we drag their names through on a daily basis. One day we will all stand before a higher power that will declare that they never knew us. Why? Because, this higher power will wonder why worldwide we let people sleep in the streets while our holy buildings have trillions of square feet that they could be housed in. The same higher power will wonder why we have allowed so many of our brother and sisters to starve while we had trillions of dollars to pay the mortages on the same holy buildings. The same is true about how they could have been clothed etc. ad nauseum.

I have come to the point in my life that I now pray about all of this daily. I cry out to the universe to right this wrong. My higher power answers that either man will soon clean up this wreck of a ship that we call modern society or judgement will come! We have become no more then robots that the economic gluttons use as pawns against our fellow humans. We are taught to hate this group or that group and they are taught to hate us. Our existence on this planet is collective and we more then we understand depend on all those others that are our shipmates on this celistial ship.

Time is winding down! Wake up or we are all doomed!

© C.I. Abramson, 2004
Thursday, September 23, 2004
A New Villanelle
Sour Grapes

Everything I ever knew was wrong,
Taught to trace such lifeless shapes.
All I ever did was go along.

Learned to kill singing a patriotic song,
a man brought down to the apes.
Everything I ever knew was wrong.

Just another one within the throng,
fed full on their sour grapes.
All I ever did was go along.

Always had to rush along,
plundered minds of bureaucratic rapes.
Everything I ever knew was wrong

Had to hide myself to get along,
always wondering why no one escapes.
All I ever did was go along.

Sobbingly I sing this drinking song,
pressed from their sour grapes.
Everything I ever knew was wrong,
All I ever did was go along.

© C.I. Abramson, 2004
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Are you 18 to 35 years old? Better read this article!
Linked from TBRNews.org. It seems a total call up of the Reserves and National Guard is in store for right after the election with a draft of 18-35 year old Males and Females following closely behind this if" W " is re-elected. I can only hope that this age group is paying attention.

C.I. Abramson
How Ignorant have we become?
Cat Stevens the 60's singer now known as Yusuf Islam was denied entry today after his plane was diverted from landing at Dulles International Airport and was instead routed to Bangor Maine after his name came up on a US no fly list. I'm outraged! What the hell is going on when we think Cat Stevens is a Terrorist?

C.I. Abramson

Cat Stevens Denied Entry Into the US Posted by Hello
Monday, September 20, 2004
A Very Nice Primer on Skull and Bones
I ran across this very nice primer on the Order of Skull and Bones. I thought it topical during this election since both George Bush and John Kerry are both members. Let me know what you think?

C.I. Abramson
Sunday, September 19, 2004
Dennis Kucinich Offers Voice of Reason on Iraq Occupation!
Everyone that has an ounce of care for the troops being sent into harms way in Iraq should read this article and do the requested emailing of your representatives in support of Dennis Kucinich call for a subcommitee to examine the intelligence guiding the decisons being made to keep our troops in Iraq. We entered this war based on falsehoods. We remain in this war based upon further falsehoods. Wake up America! Your sons and daughters are dying everyday for lies!
Time Can Be Turned Back?
This was just submitted by Emitt Goldman, it appears that Emmit has been reading his daily paper again, Pravada, and the Russians are saying that experiments prove that time came be turned back based on successful experiments by both the United States and them. I sure hope this is true, I don't know about all of you but there sure is a few things ole C.I. would like to do different again if I had it to do all over again. WARNING - to those that think I have manipulated time on you, "It's all lies!"

C.I. Abramson
Saturday, September 18, 2004

A Highway Blog expressing AG Ashcrofts contempt for the American Public! Posted by Hello
Declassified Document States that Oswald was CIA
Emmit Goldman sent me over a link from Alex Jones Prison Planet of a recently declassified document that states that Lee Harvey Oswald was in the CIA. Is it just me or does it seem that these declassifications always happen so long after the American people quit thinking about something that by the time they are released it doesn't matter? Of course with our commecrical TV tuned attention spans getting shorter all the time they proly can start releasing this stuff say the day after it's classified and still no one will pay enough attention to put 2 and 2 together.

I have this sneaking suspicion that when my children are my age that the OKC Bombing and 9-11 will be generally recognized for what they really are just like Pearl Harbor is on the history channel nowadays. Ever wonder what your granparents would have thought of that one? I for one do believe they would have been greatly pissed off to know that they were betrayed in such a way.


Friday, September 17, 2004
Warning My Uber Rant for the Week! Some nice links though!
Abused By Illusions

Just wanted to drop this link on everyone. The Fig Leaf that will Undo the U.S. Abid Ullah Jan writing for Media Monitors Network likens the coming fall of the American Empire to that of the fall of the Egyptian Pharohs. Our fall like that of the Egyptians before us will come from inside. The massive Hubris of our leaders and their hiding from those seeking the truth with rabid charges of conspiracy theories will ultimately be their downfall. Sadly, it is not only our leadership that will live through the dark age that the Republicrats and their media lapdogs are calling down on us. The rest of the world stands a far off and sees the shame that is being heaped on during these ever darkening days of the once great American Republic.

My call to action is this. Join together and pray feverently that the higher power in which you believe will reveal these mad men before all is lost. The light of truth is all that can possibly save us in this darkest hour of the United States of America. Like Egypt before us our greatest enemies are not from without but from within. They occupy not postitions cloaked in darkness, shadow, and secrecy but the positions that throughout the history of our country have held the most honor. Our birthright as the progeny of the great Americans that founded this country is being and to a large extent has already been sold out for the enrichment of these fools that hold nothing sacred. They follow the exact path the founding fathers of the United States laid out for how we would one day lose our freedom if we ever dropped our vigilence. This is not a mistake this is by design.

In closing, just remember this, the elites of this country don't give a shit about you. Read what they have to say about you, you useless eater on the Georgia Guidestones. Pay particular attention to what the population has to be reduced to and maintained at. How do you think they will do this? They laugh in your face as you hand them your freedom and liberty in exchange for security that their court system has told you time and time again that they are not required to provide you. Do you think all the leftist movers and shakers that scream daily about how the American public needs to be disarmed don't have protection of their own? Of course they do! But an armed populace has proven to be extremely difficult to enslave. Just ask our friends over at the Jews for the Preservation of Firearms Ownership.

The elites in this country spit in your face as they steal ever more of your labor in the name of taxation to fund what they prove time and time again to be their failing security apparatus.
They take away your civil rights and chuckle knowing that you are paying triple to be enslaved. They will eat your substance until you and I are no more. They have convinced you that you cannot protect yourself that you need their protection. You are untrustworthy while their agents are ultimately trustworthy.

WAKE UP AMERICA!

You are being HOODWINKED and CABLETOWED!
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Chasing Opium Jones
or alternatively why C.I. should not write when he has the flu:) There is just something about stream of consciousness that gets my motor running. Can anyone else relate to this?

Chasing Opium Jones

It was 4:30 or 4:20 the masses slept in a self involved hammock interwoven with placid fingers it was obvious they had seen their handiwork through deaf eyes and heard the coruscating fulmination with blind ears a suicidal note was apparent in the muddy shoe prints left in their drunken gait the semantics of their worn heals spoke quietly of their ever more confused intentions prions of wasted dreams had become almost invisible but a mythical anecdote remained in the melting scuffs of what surely had been their toes already awake I woke with a jolt from what had until that very moment been an impossibly long rancid slumber induced I am sure or as sure as one can be by the narcotics that are the expectations of a society that itself is deluded in it’s own fatuousness a shrill scream or maybe a cry caught my attention just as it rounded the corner of my budding sagacity that
Was momentarily blinded by the adumbration of what unbeknownst to me was to be my inspiration my breath left me and in awe I knew at that very moment that even the great story tellers would discount my observations as mere hyperbole but continue I knew I must for my own sake and for that of my new found cadaverous masters whom I could now hear ballyhoo in their luddite mansions crafted of the thick dark aromatic soil that made them rejoice once more at what they had once bore and what their shadow led me to once again they new this dastardly gift of theirs was as much poison as it was lagniappe for my running errands for the unanimated scribes of approaching historical infamy and as sudden as they had presented themselves they had erased themselves and left me with but parting gifts of: a game of William Tell, a gourd of ayahuasca, a utility knife, a dream machine, an orgone box and a peculiar note that read:

“Shoot the bitch and write a book! That’s what I did.”

© C. I. Abramson 2004



Sunday, September 12, 2004
The Red Pill or the Blue Pill?
What is the significance of the red and blue used in everything from advertising to national symbols and demographic maps? In the Andy and Larry Wachowski's 1999 film The Matrix
Neo is presented with the choice of the red or the blue pill. One choice results in his eyes being opened to the reality of whats really going on (the false constucted reality of the matrix) while the other results in his going back within the false reality of the matrix and never being awakened to it.

In reality though I would argue that the red and the blue are much more nefarious than even that of the symbolgy used in this film. Both red and blue camps in society are equally asleep in the ideological camps provided by the political controllers. From the civics classes once taught, now largely discontinued in our secondary schools (part of the dumbing down process), we were taught that a bedrock principle of our democracy was that of a two party system. Thus by the nature of this grand illusion or is it delusion we are left this election cycle with the damnable choice of voting for the lesser of two evils. Based on listening to what John Kerry and Geroge Bush have had to say about their positions and my erudite comprehension of addition and subtraction prior to introduction of the new math I have come to the conclusion that we actually have no choice at all except be it one of semasiology. We are led to believe that there are great distinctions between these two fellas but in actuality there is none save that one would appeal to the nationalistic leanings of one camp while the other would appeal to the internationalistic leanings of the other camp for their continued foreign spread of western style democracy via the cartridge box and smart weapons.

This leads me, no matter how sorrowfully I must admit it, to the conclusion that I have arrived in our good friend Mr Emmit Goldman's camp. You see , he long espoused to me that the only real choice that we have is not to vote. For years I have resisted this argument based up the feeling that those that do not vote forfeit that one great right, that sadly I hold greater than all others, the right to bitch and complain profusely. But upon great self examintation I sadly must admit that this belief has been grounded solely on years of familial, social, educational and societal programming. I, by not voting, do not give up my right to complain anymore than she who has not farted gives up her right to complain that something stinks! In fact, what I do by not voting is make the public declaration that I refuse to legitimizate the two party system (the red and the blue pill) .

Thus, by withdrawing my consent and when enough others do the same, which if one examines the numbers is approahing quickly, the peddlers of the blue and the red pills will have lost their legitmacy in totality. I would also argue that these very same peddlers of the blue and red pills already see this coming. This explains their scramble for electronic voting which in my humble opinion is a scramble to cover up their appraching legitamacy problem.

One caveat that I would like to add is that of remaining a registered voter even when one withdrawls their consent by choosing not to vote for the lesser of two eveils inherent in the insane two party system. While the present system lurches as it gasps for votes (the oxygen of legitimacy) we should all remain registered to vote. The reason for this is that while the present charade becomes less and less leitimate we all remain subject to the power of the jury. One never knows when they may become dependent upon a jury of their peers to safeguard their property, freedom, or even their life. As such, I would advise everyone that is registered to remain registered, those not currently registered to get registered, both groups to remain registered by re-registering as it becomes necessary and to learn and know your rights as a member of a jury! You may be suprised to learn that the instructions that your are given by the judge when on a jury are not the limit of your rights as a jury person. You are expected to know your rights by the design of the judiciary system as originally intended. So be a good civic minded citizen and know them!

May you and your family continue to be blessed,


© C.I. Abramson 2004


Friday, September 10, 2004
Fear and Loathing on the 2004 Campaign Trail!
This is an excellent article entitled "Vote Bush or Die" from "The Nation" about how fear of terrorist attack is being used to influence the vote in this election. I'm of the opinion that the only way that we can beat this psychopathic use of fear is to talk to our friends, family, and coworkers about the hoodwinking that the incumbent administration is using to try and keep their death grip on their office.

© C. I. Abramson 2004
Are you being Delphied?
Those surveys that you are being asked to take in public meetings may not be as innocent as they seem. Don't be a member of the herd! Arm yourself with information!
Thursday, September 09, 2004
My comment on juliepoolie blog...
I reprinted this comment I made to a rant on Dubya Bush that juliepoolie posted on her blog to try and help me keep my train of thought on this. Skip it if if bores ya:)

Sadly, most people cannot think outside the paradigm provided for them by the mainstream media pundits. With the exception of the few of us die hards that still remember what a conscience is most folks don't care. They are too busy trying to pay for the new Lexus, the latest home theater system, and so forth ad nauseaum!

Their line of reasoning runs something like: if it's not happening in their backyard or atleast in their gated community why should they care. You can talk to them till your blue in the face it seems. It has been my experience though that all you get is blue in the face. Most of our fellow inmates in what is fast becoming the New American facist state fear the cognitive dissonance assosiated with critical thought far more than they do the cataclysms coming if we continue on our countries present path. Through the education system, the media, and popular culture they have been indoctrinated into the herd mentality and are only capable of group think.

A good example of this is how the media says the state of Israel is good and the Palastenians are evil terrorist. The Israelis bulldoze entire towns and indiscriminatley kill many men, women, and children with their rocket fire from their US provided Apache helicopters. We are led to beleive, by the media, that this is good as the Israelis are fighting terrorism. Why does it matter that the Israelis are wearing a nations uniform and acting under color of their national law? If we compare body counts who has terrorized whom more? In this instance I think the key difference in the two parties is that the Israelis donate large sums of money to US political parties through various lobbies and the Palestinians do not. Do we ever hear this in the media?

Sorry to have gotten long winded but it is indeed good to see others outraged by the plague of apathy and outright hypocrisy infecting the country. Part of what I believe the problem to be is how effective the use of the hegelian dialectic has been at rendering this preplanned outcome (the herd mentality, general apathy etc) for the political elites that run our country. Thats one of the things we'll be looking at soon on Abused by Illusions if your interested.

Rant on!

© C.I. Abramson 2004
Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Deixem-nos comer came de Porco!
Thanks to Soul Fire and Zerobow from Brazil for the translation! Posted by Hello
Monday, September 06, 2004
Emitt Goldman stops by
Our old friend Emit Goldman stopped by this morning and dropped off an interesting link concerning the events of 9-11. The link is a streaming video version of the documentary called 9-11 In Plane Sight. It brings up many interesting and unmentioned points that seem to make the "Government Conspiracy Theory," tumble like the house of cards that it is.

He told me about a meteor that will streak toward earth on September 8th and believe it or not be scopped from the air by hollywood stuntmen in a helicopter. Sometimes I wonder where Emmit finds out about all of this from.

How about shapes that make you sweat? Solid State Physicist , lecturer in information systems, and author Dr. Robert Lumas is lecturing about this most ancient of instincts of ours at the Orkney International Scince Feastival.

On a final note here's an interesting link talking about how war might be coming soon and how Russia might play into this scenerio.

© C.I. Abramson 2004
Sunday, September 05, 2004
If you happen to be in jail this labor day
Only through deprivation do we ever learn the true
worth of anything. Only through indulgence do we ever
know the consequence of anything. Thus sitting
in this glass cell and studying the guards, much in
the way a small curious animal would, seems to be a
worthy endeavor. If you ever find yourself in this
situation watch how they carry themselves. Listen to
what they say when it''’s just them and the street
vermin. What attitude seems to be the norm? Now think
of the police department as a magnification of the
general population. All of the troops come from within
the community so shouldn't they have the same values
as the community at large? They should but they don'’t
and here'’s why. The police being the state's
occupying force are required to find crime. When there
is not enough crime then the legislator is required to
write new and more voluminous laws to boost the
sagging state treasury's bottom line. The police (all forms of them)
fight a daily war alongside their bureaucratic puppet
masters. This never-ending war they call TAX! Taxing
eventually becomes torture on the physical,
emotional, and spiritual constitution of a person. If
you take away a percentage of a person in the name of
serving him have you not transformed yourself from his
protector to that of his pillager?

How can we owe anything to the state, when in good conscience we cannot say that we
subscribe to the states methods towards it's ends? In
good conscience can we say that a person
has become a signatory to such an abominable social
contract due only to the misfortune of his birthplace?
Thank whatever higher power in which you subscribe
that the answer to this is no. Mankind is allegedly born
a free agent, mankind has free will. We should sing
praises to all those throughout history who have been
brave enough to stand up and say NO!
We should be willing to join their chorus with our own
voices and be willing to shoulder our share of this
burden.

Looking back on my guards and their ever more
militarized appearanceI began to see what'’s really happening in my community. A facism is
growing out of a once promising looking overgrown
patch of pavement known as republicanism
(constituional republconism not the wrongheaded
neo-conservative republicanism of today). But we are
just as guilty for standing by as idle sheep when we
should have been shouting NO! We are occupied by a
group of good young men and women from our own community. They, not through malice,
but through the lack of truly well paying and constructive means of employment,
within the community, have become the strong arm of
politicians that have long since forgotten from whence
and from who their lawful authority springs forth.
Truly, It pains me so much to ride around the country
and see facism growing more each day.
Through the educational system those who were once our
public servants have installed themselves as our slave
masters. They have handed each of us the knife, which
is the fear of terrorism, so that we might
collectively slice the wrist of freedom and liberty.
What is their promise for this sacrfical blood
letting? They promise us a false security. They even
say that the reason the terrorist hate us is that they
hate our freedom. If this is true is it not equally
true that through the passage of draconian laws
limiting our civil liberties that our leaders have
given the terrorist exactly what they want? I can only
imagine that where ever Usama and his cronies are
today that they are dancing in glee at our political
leaders capitualtion of our freedom and liberty.

So if you happen to find yourself in jail this Labor Day or any
other day take a good look at the jailers. Examine the
areas I mentioned and decide for yourself if you live
in occupied territory.

P.S. Like you I am not in Jail this labor day most of
what I have written today came from listening to my 14
year old son comment on what the polticians he has
listened to have said in the mass media. Sort of scary isn't it
when our countries political speech places our
children into a state of cognitive dissonance? But
with the criminalization of more and more things that
we have taken for granted as the simplest of American
rights I suppose the scenerio of spending Labor Day
in jail is not so far fetched. May Yahweh and Yeshua
bless you and your family this Labor Day.

©C.I. Abramson
Alex Jones at the RNC
My friend, who also happens to be the local creator of the Tin Foil Beanie , sent me this great moment in AmeriKan histoy. It seems that Alex Jones of Prison Planet.com and Infowars.com got some free press at the Republican National Convention in New York this week while CSPAN was interviewing delegates outside the convention. Way to go Alex and thanks for the link Andy.
I'm hoping we can get Andy to give us some of his thoughts and observations on the rampant use of the hegelian dialectic and the tools used to guarantee specific outcomes in modern societal institutions.

I would also like to give a plug to the last Blount County locally owned radio station 1470 am WBCR truth radio. Its really a breath of fresh air if your someone looking for something besides corpoate pablum!

© C. I. Abramson 2004





Saturday, September 04, 2004

A mini example of how difficult it is to control your own brain! But there is hope! Through concious attention and most importantly educating yourself to the tools of control we can regain control of our own minds. Posted by Hello
Friday, September 03, 2004
Abused By Illusions
Abused By Illusions

Thought I would post a few recent Haiku.

I.

Small child looking up,
teenager unsure what direction,
old man looking back.

II.

Where least we look
there paradise always lies
waiting to be found!

III.

Man lost in the crowd,
a small woman approaches-
a match is now made.

IV.

Heaven is revealed,
when we take the time to stoop,
above and below.

V.

Ice clinks in the glass,
warm bourbon pours from the bottle
my mind slowly numbs

VI.

The old lonely stone
stands a reverent vigil
as the ants march by.

VII.

USA Patriot Act
passed into law unread
now reading is suspect!

VIII.

Angel of freedom
fly not from within our grasp
for security sake!

IX.

As a small child was
frightened by the bogeyman.
Now they are elected!

© C. I. Abramson 2004
A PONDERING WE WILL GO!!
A place where you and I can ponder those illusions we have been spoon fed and programmed with our entire lives. Somwhere we can dissect what is meant and what is not meant. A place we can vent in hopes of maintaining our sanity or insanity whichever the case may be.

Welcome to the world of,

Abused By Illusions